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Saturday, October 27, 2012

*Approach U*

How are you recently?Time passes faster,still remember when was the last day we met?
Honestly, until now i have no idea how to approach you.
I stalk your profile when i have nothing to do, for sure, when i think of u too.
As i said, to know you deeply, i have to have supporter to support and give me encouragement.
Since they are the one who know u early than me & for sure,will tell me more about you,hehe...
As there is a suitable time, i will share with you guys who is the guy & hope i can struggle my blessed this time.




My Eyes T.T


Just like doctor say,my right eyes is almost blind effect of born under not enough months.I was totally shocked when the doctor said my right eyes can be said is blind. I can't accept this no matter i knew my eyes is totally different with others people,they can see with their 1 pair of eyes but i just see by 1 of my eyes.I can't even have my driving test too. You don't know how much i admire my sister. She can have driving test, born under good condition......Thus, i don't know how is the feel of using both eyes to see the world and driving on the road.I know i can't experienced it forever.I tried to act natural when i heard this news. I have try to ask doctor if i can do any surgery or not for my eyes,he said its too late,i felt disappointed at the moment.At the same moment,i asked myself,am i the unlucky one?Why i should born with this defects?why not others?Because of this,i not dare to stare people longer, not dare to look at people who passed by me. It is so suffer to face this situation.Do you know my feeling?I don't think so.I write this is not want to blame or what,i just want to share my own experienced since nobody i can share,even if there is somebody to share,i don't think i can say out like i write at blog.Anyway, i have to stay strong to grow up & face with this fact too.Please bless me & thanks god for let me born in a healthy family although my father had passed away since i was 2 years old but i still have a lovely & wonderful family & friends.

Do u had used to face me ?



Thursday, October 25, 2012

^Holiday Mood^


Tomorrow is Public Holiday yo~~~
Everyone is having his/her holiday include U too <3
Did u have any plan yet?Just take a rest at home?
I guess that u sure have your own plan already since i got some information le,keke.
But i wonder will u join or not ler?
By the way, i didn't have any plan yet so i hope to see you again @.@

God, please make my wish come true bah,TQ^^ 

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

*MIRACLE*

Honestly,i had fall in love with you since the very first time we met.
But too bad, its just a short distance to look out you.
That time i was curious if u have a girlfriend or not?
After the 2nd time we met, i was so happy & felt unbelievable,we met again!!!
Although we not much talk or even never talk,but i know u like to talk(talkative & friendly).
Within my 1st impression, u're a helpful & smart guy. You like to joking & make people laugh, oh,u're so attractive.
We met again.
You say 'Hi' to me & it make me warm.
Along the journey, it was much grateful that you're joining together. You made my day.
In the middle-ing, it was a miracle for me. I cant even express what feeling should i have.(暗笑)
I like the way you talk although it so stupid,but i just felt like 'oh, thanks god for letting you appear again'.
I hope we can start from be a friends. 
I don't know how your impression to me,maybe just a normal girl.
However, i am just a simple girl that sometimes felt inferiority with myself.
But i know i have to stay stronger to have a better life.
I am waiting you right here^^

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

0 mark

Today we have a account in class assignment,its about budgeting & i totally hang about this chapter..haha
this was my first time i blank the paper and stuck for half hour,i also felt funny with this.. 

i never do this before,miss also laugh when i told her i didn't do at all..
Anyway,what i lost,i will try my best to take it back..
For the test 2 and final exam,i have to work hard to take a good result,at least take a credit lol,but accounting 2 really hard,so i just hope i can pass it..

God bless me please~

Sunday, November 13, 2011

without me & without you~


Without me,you will be more happy~
Without me,you will be more independent~
Without me,you will be more freedom~



Without you,i will be more sad~
Without you,i will be more dependent~
Without you,i will be more lonely~


This is because I used to have your presence, used to have your message, used to have your concern, used to have your dependent, used to become your everything~
But now,i lose everything,i lose your trustfulness to me, i lose your expectation to me......
Everything happened out of my expectation,i don't know whose problem is it,but i 
can sure that i am the one who messed up everything,
i am so sorry about it.
I don't hope you can forgive me, 
i just hope i can see your smile appear on your face everyday,
that enough for me~
God bless you for everything that you do & as your friend,
i will support you at the back~

Saturday, November 12, 2011

天真的我

天真的我,曾以为我能改变你。其实也不算什么改变,只是说可能帮找回你自己,忘掉那些不好的回忆,可是当我收到你的信息时,我就知道我错了,把我跟他比,我?只是小角色。
当你第一次跟我分享你们的事情得时侯,我就知道我不能退缩了。我试着慢慢去领听你的心声,你的委屈,你的一切不快乐,慢慢的,我已习惯有你的存在了。每一天,看到你不开心,我的心里都很不舒服,又是他让你掉泪了。我不知能帮到什么,只好默默守护你,给你时间,忘掉过去。
这几个月里,为了他,你流尽了眼泪,受尽了委屈,样样的做不好,还弄到要去看医生,你真的让大家担心了。时间一天一天的过去,我又一天又一天看见了你的笑容,我的心也跟着开心起来了。对于一个只会让你掉泪的人,肯本不值得你为了他让我们每一个人都担心。因为小小的一件事,都会让你把自己关起来,我叫你试着去相信他,你却说你没那个信心了,好,我选择尊重你的决定,一路陪你走下去,我已当作你忘了他了,忘掉那些让你伤痕累累的记忆。
直到11.11.11,我心淡了,失望了,没力气了。
你告诉我,其实他还在你心里,一直以来你们的心还是在一起,肯本没放下过,到了某些时侯,你们还会选择走在一起,我。。。。。。无话可说。
原来,我这一路来对你的所作所为,到头来只是一片空白!!!你还是要让自己走回以前的路,把自己搞得伤痕累累。
我没力气了,真的放弃了,原来所有的一切一切,只是我的一厢情愿。我肯本什么都不是,你让我彻底的失望了。不要说我看不开,把我们的关系弄到很僵。事实上,我真的接受不到,我没你那么放得开,我是一个有感情的人,对我而言,不是每件事你说我能忘记就忘记,但这对你也没什么不便,因为我不算什么,你的决定已是死刑了,不是吗?我的一句话,也不能改变什么。
接下来的日子,我不知你是否还需要我的安慰,毕竟,他已取代我了。接下来的一切,我只能说,你要对你自己所做的决定,对自己负责。没的怨人,没的自暴自弃,因为这是你自己选的路。
虽然很不想说出口,可是还是想对你说,祝你幸福快乐,保重了。
(这纯粹是我的心声,你大可别放在心上,像我常跟你说的,时间能证明一切,也会冲淡一切。无论我们变得怎样,我希望那也不会影响我们的友情,因为我始终觉得友情胜过一切,抱歉,让你心痛了)