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Thursday, December 2, 2010

好久没联络他了

最近都很少找他了,是因为要成全他们还是自己不敢面对现实呢?
我有几次都很想主动找他聊天,但有怕打扰到他和不放便,
即使他不说,我也觉得他只是不想我失望,而选择答应我的。我不喜欢这样的感觉。
我不知他对我的感觉,但我却很清楚我的感觉。
每天睡前睡醒都会想起他,做每件事都以他为中心,每次都想找他聊天,难道这不是爱是什么呢?
还是我放假没事做而胡思乱想?我不知~
对他,或许我只是个可谈心的而不可谈爱的朋友吧~
无论如何,我只会把这心结放在心里。
即使说了出来,虽然让我知道了答案,但却伤了大家的友情,何必呢,我不想冒这个险~

A sudden trip

Last night my sister-in law and brother asked me if i want to follow them go KL or not after visiting grandma at JB on next monday.Hee,i think and think,finally,i said yes...Because i think even though i stay at JB,i also have nothing to do,the main point is my grandma de disease,i hope she can stay longer,because doctor said she has no more oxegen already and just wait time..>.<
I will take monday morning geh flight to JB..hee,take flight alone again,yuhuu...nice experience,just the different place only..
My 2 brother,sister-in law and sister will go JB on tis sunday by bus.
On next Tuesday,i will follow them go KL by bus again,hee..hope it will be a nice trip.
If can,maybe think to cook forthem,hmm,because all of them will be busy with work and i stay at home be the chef..haha...not lah..just a joke..
Actually 15 of Dec,i have a appointment with doctor to medical check for my eyes.Every year i also need to go hospital de,mybe this year have to postpone it,because have to take care my grandma.
Anyway,it not a matter.Just enjoy my trip happily and god bless my grandma too..